How Bet9ja Ruined My Life

I beg you all to read this to the end, it might be of use to you!

I am actually a Young blogger and i started it in 2014 after i left
secondary school... i worked for one person or another and i end up
getting stories or getting scammed.. i then decided to stay on my own
but nothing worked out because i bought several adsense which got
disabled... just when i got an adsense account from a genuie source
and i made my 2 months earnings $1300+ i got disabled again while
waiting for my pin! that was in August 2015
I never loved betting, infact i hated people who do it i never knew i
would fall a victim! in september 2015 my schoolmates introduced me to
Bet9ja sport betting and the very first day i attempted it, i played
with 1k and won N14,000 Little did i know that it was a welcome
Notice! I used half of the money to buy a new pair of shoe.... and i
took the rest the next day!

within 1 hour everything was taken away from me! I felt bad that day
and i went back to my hostel. i kept on playing and loosing all my
feeding allowances, food money, borrowed money, & hard earned money.
The highest money i have ever won was 28k
Last week my uncle decided to send me 100k from USA through western
Union and i decided to go and boost some of the money... i keep
playing this thing not because i am addicted, but because i thought i
can recover all the money i av loosed! and i see some people turn to
instant millionares through bet9ja... Olamide,lilkesh,phyno and
crazeclown supports it as been ambassadors to this bet companys!

I took 30k from the 100k my uncle sent to me to the bet shop last week
and everything wooped away. i went to withdraw another 30k... it all
went within the twinkle of an eye again... i went ahead t
o withdraw the last 40k and i only had 1k left to go back home. it
sounds like i am the biggest fool of all time , but till now i cannot
explain the spirit that pushed me to do so.

I was just regreting and there was nothing more i could do.
Today Tought me the lesson of my Life! on wednesday my mom gave me 15k
to keep for her when she travelled to ilorin she told me she was going
to come back next week monday... so on thursday again, i was forced to
go and play this thing.. i said within myself that i wont play with
more than N1000 no matter the case only to find myself loosing the
whole money as usual. then unfortunately, my mom called me that she
was coming home on friday that i should get the money ready as she
needs it to fuel her car and buy stuffs as she was going for a wedding
i couldnt tell her anything because she trusted me and that is the
only reason she gave me the money to keep!

I started sending out messages to all friends on facebook 90% ignored
me probably because i had one issue or another with them, i started
selling all i had ...pages, groups, i even sold my phone at 3k just to
raise money. finally i was able to raise N7000 ... My mom asked for
her money this morning and i told her that i kept it in the bank that
i was going to withdraw it from the bank... i went to bet9ja again to
see if i can raise it to 15k and give her all the money without any
stress. Everything went again as usual. That was when i knew that i am
addicted and it is more like a curse i can break.

All i need is ADVICE! Should i forget all the money I have lost